This was the third time I’ve seen the film and I’m still spellbound by every scene. It’s so raw, so interesting; about what the art form of the rock song requires, about what it’s like to grow up in a close-knit collective, about the selfishness of alcoholics (recovering or not). About how Lars Ulrich has great, Danish taste, and about his dad, and about how James H considers a very sad, deeply uncool therapist called Phil an angel and a father figure, and about how Kirk just wants to be a model of egoless living and ends up invisible, and about how you replace a musician and a friend who died when you were all just babies with big hair really.
I was at the gig at the end of the movie and I remember the gratitude Metallica expressed for our loyalty was a little bit embarrassing. I didn’t really want to see James Hetfield with tears in his eyes. And of course this movie explains why that was, and it turns out it wasn’t goody-goody spirituality or oversharing at all: it was necessary and humble.