This was the most intense trip I have ever had. I saw, heard, and felt so many crazy things. It scared me so bad that I began crying for my life on several occasions, convinced that surely I was going to die that night. I actually saw myself die around five times. I saw God’s face, heard him spoke, and listened as he calmed me and told me the secrets of life. Everything made sense…but now I can’t for the life of me remember what he looked like or what he said. But I KNOW in my heart that he said something, so the fact that my brain can’t quite make it out doesn’t bother me. I have never been a religious person, but I am almost completely convinced now that there is something more for us after death and that everything will always work out okay. After that night, my boyfriend and I decided to get married and have a baby. Life seems well worth living now, and I going to live it to the fullest.