The first time I read this book, I just felt a little something inside feel for this woman; Here you have a Jewish woman born in Poland; her father and mother came to the U.S. to Virginia and started a neighborhood store there; the father is unyielding and merciless due to him failing as a rabbi; the mother longsuffering; since they live around blacks, Rachel becomes attracted to black men; After leaving home twice; once due to her being tired of her father’s ways, she returned to help her mother who was ailing, but left again to marry her first husband and bear him seven children; he was hard working and even started a church that is still in existence to this day; after she bore the author in 1957, he dies, and several months later, she meets another gentleman who marries her with the kids and gives her five more children; Despite of the hardship and differences(her family turn their backs on her when she married the first husband), she still raises a fine group of kids who did well despite of the odds; It will make ou cry, it will make you want to ask why? it will even make you wonder how far we have come in race relations today; either way it goes, it’s a great book to the testament of Rachel Shilksy McBride Jordan; HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.