When Lost premiered, I was really into it. I was in college, in North Carolina, and my grandmother watched it religiously in Texas. I’d call her every Wednesday night after the show was over and we’d discuss it.

Well, both of us have kind of given up. I think what turned us off was the end of Season 3 when—highlight hidden spoiler, please—Charlie dies.

But after a quick glance at the beginning of the episode that was on last week—Season 5 already?—my interest has been renewed. I’m taking advantage of ABC’s online player, which has every episode from every season available for viewing.