“Why do I feel elated? Am I in denial? You know what this feels like? I know my time’s up, but I’ve got to get this out while I’ve got a hold of it! ... When I was in high school the thing I wanted most when I was stuck in class, the thing that I was desperately in pursuit of, was a hall pass. That’s all I ever wanted. I loved moving freely around the school while everybody else was trapped in there. That’s how I feel, right now. Like I have some giant all-day hall pass.”